Evil, selfish people!

& sometimes I am too.


But I do my best at being a kind, selfless person. It's hard and most of the time unrewarding, but I do it time and time again. I get tired of it. I would be lying if I said I didn't ..I would be kind of ..non human.

Why am I even bringing this up? Well, one because I've got the time to write about the woman who inspired me to expand on my feelings. I am stuck working a 12 hr shift - I like to call them nurse shifts, but I don't get paid a nurse's salary because I'm not a nurse. UGH. But I do work at the hospital and I should not have expected any LESS! Plus, I do not mind working. Getting those extra dollars in my paycheck is nice.

So, I did 4 hours in the ER from 2am to 6am this morning. During the middle of my shift a woman who I recognized from my other job (Yes, I have 2 jobs ), came in stating she had been seen earlier yesterday evening and the ER doctor did not give her what she wanted. Just to clarify that she indeed wanted to be seen AGAIN, I asked. She flipped out like I was the idiot and said, "Of course, I am in excruciating pain! Are you joking! (mockingly) 'DO I WANT TO CHECK IN!?'" Then she had a seat. First off, I'm already cranky from being a push over and working this shift. Second, I understand that pain, tiredness, selfishness, whatever is not the norm for you can affect the way you treat others & the decisions you make. BUT REALLY? So she went on choosing this attitude and told the nurse triaging her that she would kick the ER doctor's butt! 5 minutes later, I see the cops stroll in. They chit chat for a while then she and her posse leave. An hour or so later, one of the people this woman was with came back to ask me the name of the on call supervisor. I immediately left my desk and let the nurses know. Apparently, this person made bomb threats to the hospital, stating that they could take 9 people at once because they were in the "marines" before leaving. THEN, you'll never guess ... -_- This woman and other person COME BACK! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!! For crying out loud lady, you are not going to get your drugs! Needless to say, the cops arrived and arrested the person who made all the bomb threats or what have you right during shift change! She eventually was frisked, they took her knife that she had in her robe, and took her back.

I honestly could not believe this woman if I had not seen it for myself. I really want to straight up ask, "What/who did this to you lady?" and "Do you want to be like this for the rest of your life?"

WHOLE 30 PALEO CRAZE!

Everyone's heard of the paleo diet, right? Well, if you haven't, you live under a rock. The new craze is to be healthy, diet, and exercise! DUH! So accompanying the Paleo diet is the 30 day challenge of eating in this caveman way aka WHOLE 30!

Well, in my case ..I'm doing a whole 10. Which is a 10 day challenge. BECAUSE What usually happens is I set my mind to doing the Whole30 and break on the first day. It's awful. I have no self-control. Food is my comfort! FOOD.IS.MY.WEAKNESS. That and alcohol.

I have this goal. I want to lose 35-40 lbs by November. Then, I want to gain muscle back.

Today marks DAY 1.

I weigh about 140 lbs first thing in the morning  (I'll double check this at work tomorrow), who knows what I weigh before bed!

 I'm 4'11. I wear anywhere from a size SMALL to a size LARGE! I've got a mommy pooch and my thighs touch. I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHAT MY PANT SIZE IS OR MY BRA SIZE ANYMORE.

I am 25 years young and I want to be the fittest I've ever been in my life.

There was no exercise today, which is a bummer. I did eat well and that is a start. Now I just have to incorporate both. Day 2 starts at 5 AM at the gym tomorrow!

Eat, sleep, gym, work, rinse repeat!

Blogging 101 ..because I've moved on from Twitter

So, I did a little research (and when I say, a litte research, I really mean a 3 second google search on 'blogging tips for beginners') and I have concluded that it should be fairly easy. I've summed it all up in 3 seconds to 3 very short steps. Ready?

Ok, here it is. 

BLOGGING 101 in 3 easy steps:
1. It's very simple
2. Everyone's doing it
3. You can make money, if you're really, REALLY good at it.

*and as a bonus, they say to use pictures.

UGH. I can feel it now. These blogs are going to be so dense and lame, I should quit while I still can. BUT, I really want to blog with a purpose. For a purpose. 

AND because I deleted my Twitter. But mostly because I deleted my Twitter. I'm seriously missing how I could just type and post something stupid and/or subliminal, NOT subliminal in 140 characters.

I REALLY DO HAVE BLOGGING GOALS! REALLY I DO!

I want to document the awesome things I accomplish. I want to be able to look back and remember all the funny things my daughter says and does. I want to remember why my boyfriend pisses me off the way he does and why it's okay to forgive him. I want to blog about my family. Better yet, my cooking fails. OMG! There are going to be A LOT of cooking fails.

ANYWHOO! Wish me luck on this Blogging Journey! I am truly excited. I hope that it becomes more than just venting and cussing a lot about work and shit. OR just venting and cussing about everything. Sorry in advance.